as i start with my blog once again !
i had told 3 times that i am going to start (jus like rajni hinting at his jump to politics ;))
but i did not so far ...
and i realised its way too bad , cmon man u cant be this unreliable ...
ok done i'm starting but on what ?
hvae quite some lines of thoughts going on parallely on my mind , am wondering which one to bring to paper na blog ........
So i decided to go with this - << >> my Patriotism <<>>
and u gonna say wat crap , u got ahead to write a blog after almost a year and u dint get ny other topic... this almost sounds like a first standard essay - that too u seem a bit belligerent !!!
my topic doesnt probably really say what i am going to actually blog , but then i thought let the topic add to the suspense
ur tellin me cut the crap for the second time .......
ok boss , straight to the point !!!
b4 i start i need to tell teh circumstances under which i am writing this blog. I have blogged written about my school and college life. I promised to write a blog later on Sathyabama experiences which i still promise to do .. will do it someday promise !!! I concluded saying i am about to join wipro tech , lets see what happens ...
well lets fast forward 16 months ... (i'll cover the wipro story and the indian IT story later - again this is a promise !!!) u can think of a nice rb chowdary's super good movies / vikraman song and b4 the song ends i am in Finland ,Europe !! ah no dont think too much , no i am not coming out in a mercedes parked outside my mansion in Europe , i agree thats what happens in vikraman's sooryavansham and vaanathai pole ... but this is real life dude !!! I turn up in Finland for a project , software enginner jo tehra !!! and then ....
cut the crap for the third time , am getting serious now -
its 3 weeks since i have come here and
Whats up with m e ? I'm missing India outright serious. Senti Hindi film dialogoues appeal to me , patriotic hindi songs lure me and worst of all I see a Indian girl , i start following her ........
i am humming pankaj udhas´s chitti aaya hain .. (ther´shud be a remix now email aaya hain)
whats this phenemenon called ? i have never been so patriotic b4 , yup i luv India all the way but then this is being more of the crazy kind ...
i'm all mushy now , sunk in emotions , want to reconnect with life ... want to get back to old friends .. tell them i miss em all ' - i jus cant live my life like an european - 5 people sit around a table and jus dont talk to each other ..... wats life without the desi chai we friends used to share , wats life without the buzzing and close to irritating crowd outside my house in arcot road , the chats available all around my plz in blr .... , the din of the traffic wow !!!
the decency around and the courteousness around makes me feel odd ... i am more used to the rude behaviour of my chennai auto drivers ... , the crude remarks of the old mtc conductor , they sound more humane after all !
does this happen to everyone and do ppl get oer this with time , i cant make out . But unlike most ppl who miss their home and their friends circle more than their country ... i miss my country too !!
i'll break here rt nuv and continue in a couple of days !!!
